Daily rants of a cow

Money is such a fleeting thing you earn it slowly and spend it quickly its quite incredible really

We went out to celebrate my bf's birthday so the bill was on me and I decided to take him to a nice posh place which incidentally happened to be in a casino hehe

So we had a brilliant meal and then went on the bank to get some chips

I should have kept the money in the bank jjjjeeeezzzz I lost all of my £50 which was sort of a big deal considereing I had just paid the bill from the restaurant lol

Anyway know I can say that I've tried gambling and it doesn't work for me hehe

At least my hubby doubled his money and what really matters is that he had a good time

This week I seem to be out of sync with the world, at work and at home it seems I've fallen out of time

I keep forgetting what day were in and time seems to be exessively slow at times or extremly fast and whats worse I seem to be thirsty all the time....

I forgot one other thing I keep whinging like an old bag too lol

sorry guys

Ah well everyone has a whinge once in a while

We usually tend to have our comfort zones and we stick to them.... that's what ppl do usually...put on their headphones, or keep themselves busy incessantly clicking on the keypads of their phones.

That takes me to my everyday morning routine...

get ready to go

a little peck on the cheek

and off out of the door with random picked tunes on the faithful mp3 player

the frenzied walk only lasts about 10min but still

on the way I see the same ppl everyday

and everyday we brush past each other with outher acknowledging one another

like we're living in another planet

Its very weird really, you see the same faces everyday and yet everyday they remain strangers

Is this the core of life? Daily strangers?

men are so strange.....ezpecially when you happen to live with one

sometimes I feel like I'm invisble for long periods of time and then suddenly he turns on and that's it he's the sweetest guy ever lol

I sort of gave up of trying to understand now I just enjoy the honeymoon effect and try to stretch it for as long as I can

well a little tip for anyone going through the rough patch

try to keep your positive hat on... the wind will change and when it does all the bad thoughts will be brushed away