Daily rants of a cow

muse that whispers in my ear,
you are the one i will not fear,
i long for you to hold me near,
for i am lost in this path unclear.

for inside me winter sings,
the frost has frozen all my tears,
my soul in slumber lays,
my heart ceased beating

muse that whispers in my ear,
awake the feelings i hold dear,
for life is worthless without pain,
love and fire in my soul

i am no more than a speck of dust,
i am no more than a breath in the wind
i am no more than a drop in the ocean
i am no more than a tear on a face

yet so many words have spilt on paper,
and every word is part of me,
my deepest thoughts and silent pleas
my struggle to comprehend

muse that whispers in my ear,
stop this torture my plea's sincere,
i cannot stand to face my fear,
i'd rather fade and disappear

I'm walking through the valley of darkness,
again,
No biblical rain will wash my face
No faith will lift me up into the light
For this is where i'm meant to be
the furtherest corner of infinity
and i can hear my mind speak
for reason here is more important than survival

I'm walking through the valley of darkness,
again,
and for every step i take
the weight on my shoulders doubles the stress on my spine
No simbolic creature will speak to me
No magical doors will appear to let me out
For this is where i'm meant to be
a far cry nobody can hear
the reject that has disappeared