Daily rants of a cow

• going away From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (451 days old)

  I was so sorry when I got on the plane on my own, sorry because I wanted to share it with you I didn't want to go away Because I miss you I missed you before I even left But here I am now… more

• getting ready to leave the island From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (463 days old)

  i always feel very anxious to leave the island, go back for a taste of the old life see the people i've known all my life, the place I ran away from to come here hearing my parents give the same… more

• In the thrill the pleasure From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (468 days old)

  I sit here and I wait, Along the edge, my spirit soars, Up in the skies, Down in the soils. My heartbeat like music in my ears, And in the wind I'm lost in fear, and in the thrill the pleasure… more

• in my darkest hour From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (469 days old)

  in my darkest hour i whisper your name my head is spinning my heart in great pain i just need you to hold my hand in my darkest hour i whisper your name but you're far away you don't even no… more

• the elusive slippery truth From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (470 days old)

  the elusive slippery truth i stood tall because i foolishy thought i knew i thought i knew better than anyone else arrogant and stubborn beyond comprehension all this time i expected nothing b… more

• i shall not leave From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (472 days old)

  all my life i've stood for my beliefs I've taken the punishment i've endured and now is not the time to cower behind me all my soldiers my family and friends i stand up and charge for the battl… more

• i am no more From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (478 days old)

  muse that whispers in my ear, you are the one i will not fear, i long for you to hold me near, for i am lost in this path unclear. for inside me winter sings, the frost has frozen all my tears,… more

• walking through the valley of darkness From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (478 days old)

  I'm walking through the valley of darkness, again, No biblical rain will wash my face No faith will lift me up into the light For this is where i'm meant to be the furtherest corner of infinity … more

• running out of words From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (479 days old)

  here's the words locked in my heart, if you looked at me you'd see, i struggle alone in the dark, because your words so sharp like knives, have slain my heart a million times, and through the pai… more

• my broken heart sings From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (498 days old)

  listen my broken heart sings and in the hidden whispers my silent plea listen my broken heart sings i am only but a girl but you are to me a friend a lover and my love and to you i'd give my… more

• Be afraid not From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (505 days old)

  Be afraid not, The night is only a few hours long, People around you come and go, Words will eventually turn to silence, Health is forever precious, Money unimportant detail, Love is temporary m… more

• In my loneliness I suffer From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (513 days old)

  In my loneliness I suffer and in my loneliness I whisper to myself your name, which means the world to me. In my loneliness I suffer and in my loneliness I sit alone and think of ways to make you f… more

• here's to you the man From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (520 days old)

  here's to you the man who gave a lot and never took, here's to you the man who stands ignored and never looked, here's to you the man whose heart cries out in silent tears, here's to you th… more

• Sweet memory From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (521 days old)

  We ll sit facing each other, Palms touching lightly, Talking in whispers, If I close my eyes - I'll still see you, If I move away - I'll still feel you, If you stop talking - I'll still hear you,… more

• Whispers in the dark From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (522 days old)

  In the shadows I now stand, I cast myself away, Hidden and away I stay, Not to summon your contempt In the shadows I now stand, Fighting a fight against myself, To hush myself and silence keep… more

• Papers, files and more papers From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (529 days old)

  I've always found it strange how therapeutic I find it to make random money calculations, budgets and print out plans, maps and scribble on my diary... Everyone has his/her own ways I suppose to de… more

• Day 16 - standing on the edge From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (537 days old)

  There are days were all I think about is alienating my mind to grasp to the last of my will power, where hope is the tiny thread I hold on to, to avoid ending. I feel like I'm running a marathon wi… more

• Day 15 - great fun at the lakes From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (564 days old)

  oohhhh I was so disappointed we had to get back on the boat to come back home we spent the most exciting long weekend at hawkshead in the lake district... the b&b was nice and quaint... we were… more

• Day 14 - money From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (589 days old)

  Money is such a fleeting thing you earn it slowly and spend it quickly its quite incredible really We went out to celebrate my bf's birthday so the bill was on me and I decided to take him to a nic… more

• Day 13 - Out of sync From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (591 days old)

  This week I seem to be out of sync with the world, at work and at home it seems I've fallen out of time I keep forgetting what day were in and time seems to be exessively slow at times or extremly … more

• Day 12 - the core of life From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (592 days old)

  We usually tend to have our comfort zones and we stick to them.... that's what ppl do usually...put on their headphones, or keep themselves busy incessantly clicking on the keypads of their phones. … more

• Day 11 - the honeymoon effect From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (595 days old)

  men are so strange.....ezpecially when you happen to live with one sometimes I feel like I'm invisble for long periods of time and then suddenly he turns on and that's it he's the sweetest guy ever… more

• Day 10 - the eye test From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (604 days old)

  haha after I don't know how many years I've waited for this I finally went to see an optician lol So on the Isle of Man the government lets you have a free eye test which is cool :) so I tur… more

• Day 9 - Feels like drowning From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (605 days old)

  When everything feels wrong and all there is inside is blackness, deep and without end what do you do? Everything seems trivial and everything seems to stop and wait for something to happen but not… more

• Day 8 - holidays From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (608 days old)

  How great is it to take a few days off, sit back and contemplate on what is going on It seems that every time I'm off work my bf deems it convenient to give me his germs so all I've been doing it … more

• Day 8 - Kiss and make up From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (611 days old)

  Isn't it great when people kiss and make up and suddenly all the frustration washes away like it was never there :) and one other thing Thanks god for bank holidays and long weekends lol :… more

• Day 7 - a little appreciation From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (613 days old)

  Isn't it great when people appreciate what you do ? At work I do loads of different stuff and I usually get put in all holes and fill in anywere that's leaking... so first thing in this morning I w… more

• Day 6 - what day is it today? From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (614 days old)

  Have this ever happened to you? You wake up in a daze, go through the morning routine like a zombie (a quick one - because I'm always late) and before you know it, poof you're at you're desk lookin… more

• Day 5 - relaxing sundays From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (616 days old)

  The best part of living here are sundays........ long sleep-ins snuggled under a duvet with nothing on the to-do list Because lets face it, what's a girl to do after a week of juggling things round… more

• Day 4 - Saturdays From eyeontheball in Daily rants of a cow (617 days old)

  ohhhh saturdays (sigh) always gets me think that I could do so much more if I had a car or a destination for that matter, living in another country from all my friends doesn't help we grew up in… more

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